Key Themes: poetry, short stories, schizophrenia
This book ‘I am not intelligent’ gives importance to the mad, mentally ill, schizophrenia people to show them humanity and love than trying to make them brave and explaining the right thing to make them intelligent persons. When good time came they will become cured but until that we have to show them love and care as the mental illness disease not visible or understand by others like physical illness. Also the hearing voice disease was not accepted as disability in countries like India. There the doctors says it was a disease which will cured one day but not sure when it will cure.
This book is having a mixture of subjects that a general novel have. This is not only a psychological novel it was a secret scientific novel. Three generation story, poems, short story, SMS, affection, affair, the main characters regional famous people’s history, thrilling movements, not much lengthy and speedily moving novel. To create awareness of about mind control which is not accepted by the present world may be proved in future. I wish for all readers this book will be interesting and useful to their life’s. The main chapter is TALKING WITH VIP’S of the whole world as Balu, the main character was the idea and opinion giver to them. Everyone in the world must read it. The author wish to hear reader’s opinion about this book through the e-mail Id
About the Author
This novel itself is a biography of author except Balu’s Affair and chapters. The pen name of the author was OSCARBOND. He is interested in writing novels. As he attacked by schizophrenia i.e., hearing voice disease he can’t able to do his mechanical engineer job in a factory. So having an aim to satisfy his mother and not to waste his time in home he had written this novel. Actually he wished to submit an novel which could be published before his death as he always in a mood to get suicide because of his disease. He has not created this work just for fun. In this he added an introduction of yoga and pranayama (breathing exercise) for the relief of stress and other diseases to the western countries people. It is his last desire to create a work about him. If he relieved from this disease he can continue his career as novel author. If this is not a disease and a ‘mind control’, he can’t able to do so. Mind control was a kind of microchip was being implanted in the brains of human through ordinary injection or by means of food and the whole control of the person belongs to implanter. The author believes that mind control was exists secretly by VIP’S. If people supported his work he may be blessed by god.
It was February, winter season, dead evening, breeze from Bay of Bengal had been fine, sand of Chennai beach was also fine because of cleaning process by Tamilnadu Government (Tamilnadu is one of the states of India. Chennai was its capital.)Lovers were also fine of secret chats and kisses. Family people were also happy by playing with the waves of beach. But two of them were not happy at Chennai beach.
Chennai beach was popularly called ‘Marina Beach’. Marina beach has fine sand. Even after the tsunami attack the people never forget to enjoy evenings at there. It was an heaven to the middle class people of Chennai. There are many statues and two graveyards. The statue of ‘Mahatma Gandhi’, the father of the nation of India is also there. ‘Maha means great and Atma means soul’. ‘He is a great soul. But we. No! No! Balu thought about himself.
The statue is in black stone, Mahatma with his cotton dress, a stick in his hand, a packet watch at his waist. This statue exhibited often in Tamil films. On every Second October, the birthday of Mahatma, the statue will be honoured.
Balu never forgets every Second October from the year 1995, because his grandfather expired on that day.
The statue became alive.Balu talked to the statue.
‘Tell about you’
‘Iam Mahatma Gandhi, not only leader of freedom fighter against British, but also a great mankind in the twentieth century. An ‘Indian Jesus Christ’. ‘Satyagraha was my way of fighting. It was my weapon. Dhoti which was made of white cotton was my uniform. Harichandra story was my inspiration. Harichandra, which taught me values of truth and duty. Leo Tolstoy was a great writer to me’.
Iam the pioneer of Satyagraha, the resistance of tyranny through mass ‘civil disobedience, firmly founded upon ‘ahimsa’ or total ‘non-violence’ which led India to the independence and inspired movements for civil rights and freedom across the world.
The statue retained its old form.
It was a full moon day. Sea waves are more powerful than usual day. Evening gets darker as the sun sets in the West. The sea, Bay of Bengal was in the east direction with the rising of the full moon. The blue sky and sea are turning into golden colour and then slowly into black.
So everybody understanding that the blue was due to sun and it was an illusion to our human eye. But both Balu and Logesh are thinking about their illusions to themselves. What is their illusion?
At marina there is a labour statue, four persons with their stick or iron rod moving a big stone from one place to another which indicates the worth of labourer’s. May 1st is the labourer’s day for all over the world.
One May 1st in America a revolution made eight hours work, eight hours rest, eight hours for their other sorts of life’s. Balu very well knew about the importance of hard work of labourer’s in factory.